Stressed. Got parents, nana, family in general, boyfriends, and lots of other random thoughts running through my head. I don't know which way is up at the moment. I need a hug. And for someone to tell me it'll be ok. And for them to mean it. That it will. That I won't have to live with my insane nan anymore. That I won't get shouted at for things that aren't my fault. That I won't get ignored by my boyfriend. That I will stop crying. That I will be loved. That I will be happy.